Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Week 16... end of month 4
Alrighty then!!! It's the end of month four... as I think about starting month five next week I'm thinking this is going faster than I thought it would! This worries me some because my dear husband is acting like he should've gotten an elephant pregnant so he had almost 2 years to prepare, rather than this short 9 months! I thought by now he would have started to come around to the idea and maybe start showing some excitement or concern, but neither. I guess the more I want him to show interest or even talk about the baby,,, the less he does. I can imagine his life feels like it is out of control and that must be why everything I say, baby related or not,,, he disagrees with, to try to get his own control over EVERYTHING! HUM,,, I really don't know what do other than do what I've been doing with everything else that worries me... Pray, pray, pray! Now, I ask you, if you feel willing to pray for us- Pray for our marriage to be strengthened through Christ. Pray for him to bond with the baby sometime,,, anytime,,, in God's time!!! Lastly, pray for my patience, as this has been hard on me not feeling too much support through this first part of this pregnancy. THANK YOU ALL, I love you all dearly and appreciate knowing you are here for me.